I never thought that the day will come and I make a decision to change my self, I was always acting as they way I want, as I know I'm not doing something wrong, and not hurting anyone, and I'm not thinking that all people are bad, while I'm the only good person in the world, I was always treat people they way I want to be treated, I was always reject the idea that tells me "Be aware, do not treat people spontaneously", but I never take this idea seriously, never pay attention to it, I always was able to talk with anyone no matter what they are or what they do..
but from today, this thing in me will be changed, I will delete the spontaneity in me, I will open my eyes to watch people as they watch me, to examine their actions as they do with me, I will always be ready to pay attention to what they say, in front of me or even behind my back.
Micho is going to change her way of treating strangers, I most not forget that people are different from each ohter, I most put in my mind that they are less who loves me and care about me, and much who are jealous of me and want to talk bad about me.
I know that I treat people in a good way because I don't want them to say "She is arrogant", but from now I will not care and I don't care if they say it or not, I don't care if they will hate me or not..because I know for sure that I'm being beloved by my family, fiance and friends.
I don't like that some one talk badly about someone else in front of me, because I'm sure that they will talk badly on me behind my back.
I will change but not with all people, because I will be the same Micho as everyboy know me, I will be the same Micho with my fiance,familly, friends and people that I know, because they deserve.
The Middle East, version 2.0.
7 months ago